P.s.

Thanks to my little foray into Ebay, I have now aquired for myself a few of Garth Brook's cds…..

Ropin the Wind

No Fences

In Pieces

Life of Chris Gaines

The Hits (already owned)

So Im on my way!  This is standard birthday and Christmas present material now peoples…tis the only way I will get them all :D

Idyllic life :D

Greetings all my faithful blog readers…I know theres a few of you out there :D I am currently sitting at work..the boss is on lunch so I am taking a moment to document my thoughts. I seem to be very uncoordinated today, something to do with the seeds of a headache currently throbbing in my temples. I had a pretty good weekend, even though it involved mostly cleaning. Life just seems so much BETTER when everything is in its place doesnt it! I know mine does…I tend to be in a slightly better mood too. I wish I hadnt bid on those Garth Brooks cds even tho I do really want them…cos we could have gone to Toowoomba and we'rent able to..but then again i got our incredibly huge credit card bill, thanks to a wireless router for my laptop and my QTAC application…so its probably better we didnt anyways. I called about a job I interviewed for like, weeks ago, and hadnt heard anything, they said they havent acted upon anything yet which is at least a positive sign, although I thought they did really want someone soon. Oh well, who knows, theres still a chance there and thats the main thing :D I am focusing on university now, and the prospect of another 3-4 years of study…daunting at best, but hey, it will be worth it! I cant WAIT to graduate :D I am concerntrating at the moment on taking better care of myself…..I am going to the gym semi reguarly now, and im doing little things like moisturising my hands and such… just little things to make me feel good :D and why not! a little pampering now and then never hurt anyone! I got a new jewellery box and shoes  yesterday too, so now its time to back off and let brad get his xbox…ive been a bit naughty since we got the laptop, and i feel bad about that (sorry brad!!!)

Im feeling like I need a weekend to get over the weekend LOL Im pretty content right now tho….after all, I have a pretty good job considering! I have a good boss too, and its a good working environment now the dragon lady has left :D :D :D :D I will be almost sad to leave when it comes time, but then again, it means I can have saturdays off, and I can spend time at home which will be LOVELY :D I am getting brad an application form for the meatworks today…i hope maybe he might be able to get something, that would be WONDERFUL. Two incomes…man the thought of that blows my mind! I will be all the more grateful when it happens after waiting so long :D

Well thats it from me..back to work I spose. I have a job application to email away this afternoon….yayyyy not LOL Oh and please, anyone who wants to, please comment…my comments are looking very sad!!!!! :( Love to you all!  

Another day another nervous breakdown!

Hi everyone,

Today was a wierd weird day. I didnt get up and go to the gymt his morning which already put me in a bad mood becuase I beat myself up when I dont get up and go….and I had a fight with Brad….and then had champagne and chips to end the day and then went and had coffee with katrina….see! a wierd day!

Stevie D wrote back :D I was so excited :D havent heard from that dude in like FOREVEr…..im in a cranky mood becuase one of my friends is being a jerk, and i just feel all argumentative and bitchy….oh well.,….last day of the week tomorrow for me and then its the weeeekkkeeennddd :D yes i know, tomorrow is saturday, but I have to WORK on sautrydas which sucks, but dont worry…the end of my week approaches :D and tomorrow I run the centre so I get to please myself :D whoo hoo! *sigh* just pray I dont get into too many fights in the meantime!

Bored Bored Bored`

I am bored…well not really. im watching State of Origin with Brad. Steve nad Jenny came over for dinner…it was really nice although with their two little children I was reminded once again how UNready I am for kids! They’re great and cute and everything, but MAN its just constant!!! I prefer my kitty…hes so low maintenance :D food and a play every once in a while and hes perfectly content…you should see him right now, tail flicking gently as he sleeps on top of thelounge chair…perfectly content with a goofy grin on his face :D oh for the life of a cat i tell you! Best life on the planet!

I had a pretty rotten day at work today and Im considering going to bed….I am praying that the Maroons dont win!!!!! If they do….AND the maroons just the most UNDESERVED penality in the HISTORY of origin, because one of their players kicked OURS in the HEAD and got a penalty!!!!! WHAT THE!!!!! Thats ridiculous!!!! Now its down to Golden point!!!!! Well congratulations Sean Hamstead…WORST CALL OF THE ENTIRE HISTORY OF ORIGIN!!!! Thats disgusting. I am SO CHEESED OFF!!!! Its just criminal!!!
*sigh* and my misfortune continues!!!!

My Goals and Dreams

Hi guys,

Having been inspired to get focused on the rest of my life, I have written a list of things I would like to achieve. I know some of them are quite small dreams in comparison with others, but they’re all very important, nomatter how silly! Hope you enjoy, and comment please please please! Much love!

My Goals

1. Lose weight before my 10 year reunion.
2. Get a laptop – achieved 10/05/06
3. Get an Xbox 360 or a computer upgrade for Brad
4. Trade in my car for a family car
5. Buy a house
6. Have kids
7. Graduate from university within set period of time.
8. Do a tandem skydive
9. Travel to NZ and to Italy
10. Wear a bikini (and look good doing it!)
11. Fly on a plane
12. Drink a martini
13. Go to sydney and see the opera house
14. Learn to surf
15. Go snow skiing and build a snowman
16. Get a puppy, preferably a Maltese Terrier or a King Charles Cockerspaniel
17. Develop a proper prayer life and do bible studies everyday for 30 days consecutively so as to develop a habit.
18. Go and see a broadway show.
19. Stay in a 5 star hotelB
20. Sponsor a child
21. Collect the entire discography of Garth brooks
22. Black Jacket
23. Attend a Dragons Match
24. Go iceskating
25. Earn more than 40k a year
26. Have kids
27. Learn to play “Music Box Dancer” on the piano
28. Learn guitar or steel guitar
29. Record an cd and have it played on the radio
30. Attend Country Music College
31. Sell my t shirt designs
32. Attend the Tamworth Country music festival
33. Perform in the Tamworth Country Music festival

Annnnnd we’re back!

Ok having been chastised by my new friend Jason, I am blogging again…I know I havent done it in like FOREVER, and my apologies :D The last few weeks ahve been a major rollercoaster for me… my boss being fired and me finding out I am losing my job…..its been exhausting…just to have the motivation to do a good job at work is sometimes difficult, knowing I wontbe there soon anyways…its not easy.

So the work hunt starts again…..i get sick of resumes and selection criterias….*sigh* theres a certain amount of shame in mysefl to be looking for work even tho its not my fault…i hate the thought of being unemployed again..tho I will be studying which will be good :D

I am concerntrating this week on building friendships…I have invited Jenny and Steve ( a couple from my church) around for dinner..at first I didnt like Jenny at all, so as a result I think I should get to know them better, so that I CAn although I think shes pretty nice now. funny how we make judgements about people when we dont even know them…its human nature I know but its still wrong! I am trying to enjoy life right now just the way it is..I tend to make myself miserable looking too far forward and not enjoying where I am. After all, I finally got my laptop, and I have a nice house, and a wonderful husband :D that alone should make me very happy :D

I am working on job applications as we speak..what a bore!  I told Katrina I would go around this arvo, but I dont know whether I will make it….Im just too boring for that LOL I have washing to fold etc etc….23 and TOTALLY a housewife…too much so I think! Someone come and rescue me from this life of mundaness pleeasse LOL nah kidding :D I am perfectly content in my tranquil existance, and hoping and praying noone comes nad bursts my bubble too soon!